Master Class — Karma and Health

My name is Meri Ilich. I'm an expert in karma and past life, memories. I am originally from a country, faraway country in Europe, a very small country. At one time it was very large, Yugoslavia, and now a small country, Serbia.

I have lived in 65 countries, I made three round-the-world trips. And I work with different dimensions, talking with spirits, channeling angels' messages, and helping people to solve their problems in this life through memories from their past life.

I'm glad that here I can share with you some of my knowledge, that knowledge is not only knowledge from the books it's not only knowledge from the angels it's also knowledge from my life from my experience and experience of my clients it's a pleasure to be here with you and this workshop and welcome to master class of karma and health karma and health it is very complex issue and very complex question to think to talk or to make decisions i was traveling since 2016 and what started like my hobby like my curiosity about past life it became my mission and it revealed through my contacts with priests or gurus or spiritual leaders that i was myself guru in one of my previous lives 100 years before christ in kashmir also as a woman working with past life memories and healing people through those memories.

So it started like a hobby but after 65 countries and many people that got in contact with me even through dreams or through some announcement in their head by some kind of spiritual announcement spiritual information i understood that i have to dedicate myself to karma and to impact of karma and past life memories to life of people.

Health, love and power. Sometimes i'm not sure which is more important for people because those three are the most asked questions in all consultancies. Without health you cannot enjoy love. Without money sometimes you cannot have love or health. Without love you are not happy with your health and money. So all of them are very important and all of them are making different doubts and different puzzles for our mind.

So i was investigating for this class many things and found what buddha says: we are the hairs of our own. So whatever we did before and whatever we do now it is the seed of the harvest that we shall have maybe in this life maybe immediately today or in few years or maybe in the next life. What i found about some of diseases especially chronic diseases is that they belong to family karma. People with psoriasis or any other autoimmune disease usually don't have that due to their own personal karma but due to their family karma.

Karma is something that nobody can take from us. Karma is only personal if not family karma or community karma but our karma of our life is only ours and many parents they make mistake by trying to take karma from their child they're trying to solve karma of their children they're trying to take the burden of karma to themselves but they don't understand that it's not possible. We can be witnesses we can be support we can be advisor but we cannot take over that karma and solve it for anybody the same as nobody can solve our karma. I myself have psoriasis and it has its roots in many lives before nobody can solve it has to be me and it will disappear when it's time to disappear.

Some people with negative ideas about karma think that karma is punishment that you were a very bad person and in some of previous lives you did something very negative and that's why god is punishing you now and you are born as disabled person for example or handicapped. Karma is not punishment, it's not a jail from which you cannot escape. It is innate sequences. Karma is just a reminder of the importance of being good in your thoughts in your acts in your wishes in your behavior in your opinion. So it's not punishment, it's just something that comes like a consequence. If you go lightly dressed on rain you will get fever that night, so this is the same with karma. It is fever after something we have done.

Sometimes something can come like a karmic consequences because we did not love enough or we did not love properly. For example if i do not love myself it doesn't mean to be selfish but to take care of yourself to be responsible of my joy of my own enjoyment of this life, if i don't give myself enough self-care enough self-esteem enough self-love it can happen that my next relationships and no matter if those relations are with lover or with my family members or with my children it can come that they don't respect me enough that they don't care about me enough just like a consequence of my not taking care of myself.

If we start from the general definition of karma buddha said that our actions from current and previous lives affect our fortune our destiny in this life so that if we suffer in this life it is because of negative actions from past lives but it's not only negative action it can be also negative thinking negative wishes so it's very important to take care what do we wish, what do we think and what do we do.

Through my work with clients from very different countries and very different religions and cultures i found many interesting cases that disease can come through different way of karma because sometimes karma is because of our deeds to other people and sometimes through our deeds to ourselves and sometimes it's just something that happened and our reaction was different and lasting. For example i had a client in peru who has problems with eyesight and she was born with the problems of eyes. She was operated and she has some kind of repeating problem with eyes and now in her 40s she's in relationship with the man who is cheating on her but it is obvious to all around but not to her. And when we started to do past life session, she went to life in 16th century in France, where she was a very rich lady and she had few shops with very high-level fashion. And one day she came all of a sudden inside of the shop and she saw in back side room her husband in very intimate situation with the shop assistant and that moment she got blind and for the rest of her life 20 years more in France in 16th century she was blind and she died blind. So it's not karma in a way that she was punished because it's not punishment. Her subconscious entered in blindness because she was not able to accept the reality of her marriage so she stayed blind in that life and she is now leaving this karmic depth, this karmic disbalance, so that she has to find a way to accept her life in reality not to create imaginary life.

Now the question is: this is always karmic and sometimes it's very difficult to see the distinction between karmic disease and environmental disease. We can agree that all diseases can be traced back to karma.

If someone is born in a poor house with lead paint which we know that it's toxic and he got or she get poisoned as a child, is that bad karma or it is environmental reason? But we can say that bad karma put you in that home and made you sick or we can think this is only the fact that you were born there in toxic environment. But if you get the common cold is that just condition of that day or karma put the cold wires in your environment? It is very tricky and the line between karma karmic disease and environmentally source diseases is very often very blurry very tricky and very often or in my opinion in most cases both of them are present in one illness.

Buddhism in a way is very similar to science but religious science and it is the goal of understanding of nature of reality that is the same in Buddhism and in the science only that Buddhism uses introspective method it encourages us to do meditation and meanwhile the science using scientific method of introspection through science. So they are very similar and Lama is trying to make us to meditate. The only difference, okay not the only but one of the most important, is reincarnation that in Buddhism people believe in reincarnation and in science they still do not believe. Meditation can reshape our brain can boost our neural activity and can make it from the right hemisphere to the left hemisphere of our brain so that it can change our mood it can recover us from the stress or depression or any other mental disorder.

Going back to karma and diseases, i remember a case of a girl who lives in mexico now she's 20 and something and all of a sudden she started to have problems with her left leg and she couldn't move that leg it was like just of nothing let leg forgot to move. So she was having like a stick in her body and doctors couldn't find any real reason because all exploring all investigation nothing no bad things no sign of any kind of disease. So we made a past life regression and we asked her soul to show us life where she was not able to use her leg and all of a sudden she was feeling that she's six years old girl in bolivia in 10th century. She's in a very small room that she doesn't understand if this is a prison or it's a room but then slowly she realized that she is in a darkness with very small quantity of sunlight through some kind of window and that this is underground of one house where she was hidden and she was living in secret. And then during the day she got food that she got from her parents they just came they gave her food they changed her clothes and they left her and she understood that both of her legs were not moving that she could just crawl in that room and that her parents didn't want to show her to other people. In that life she died soon, she died before she was seven years old.

And then sometimes it's not only disease but inability to do something, for example problems with children.

A client from Peru at 42 years old still not having children and still not having partner but she didn't think about children, she contacted me because of her partner and she told me: I don't understand, i manage really good really well in my life i'm making a lot of money i have life of quality i have many friends i had few very nice relationship but no relationship goes to marriage so can we see why? And very often it happens that we give question to our soul because my way is whispering soul to soul, it's talking with your soul about your problems. So we put that question to her soul but soul is answering what is more important for us not what is our concern now but what is more important for us now because sometimes we are not aware what is more important. So instead of getting the answer why she doesn't have a partner and she's still not married she got answer why she still doesn't have children.

And it happened that she was living in time of industrial revolution in England. She was very rich, she and her husband had a big farm and they were living from that farm, they had many people working for them and they had three children two of them were twins. And then industrial revolution started, they lost everything, her husband died due to heart attack but that heart attack was a consequence of what happened in their life, he just could not face the problems that they got all of a sudden. Her twins when they got 16 years they just left farm searching better future and her youngest child died because of not having enough food. She started to work in fabric nearby her farm and she also died very soon with broken heart and her last thought was it's not good having children if you do not have enough money to bring them food. So in this life her soul is still afraid that she will not have enough money no matter how much money she has in the bank account. For her it's not enough to have children. So at her conscious level she doesn't think about children because she doesn't want to think about children, she thinks about marriage about reliable partner, but her soul inside is missing children and is with anxiety and fear have or not have children because any money she has in the bank account her soul doesn't see as enough money to help children.

So when we went to the future — because in my session we always do progression to future — we saw her with the child and when we go retrograde to this present moment it was by frozen cells from her body. So when we finished the session i told her: at the moment the marriage problem we put in a drawer and first we need to solve the problem of children. Please go tomorrow to your gynecologist. And can you imagine, it was the last month she could save her ovals and he took the material and he froze that material so that she can have children in the future when she finds or doesn't find right partner but she saved her possibility to have children in this life. So karma is not always punishment, karma is very often just consequence of what happened in one of past lives and of our memory that we are taking and keeping with us from one life to another. So we need to deal with that, to deal with those memories, to work with them and to solve them in a positive and better way because in every life we have more abilities we have more qualities we have more skills we are wiser so that we can treat all these problems that we had in past lives. So karma is our teacher.

And then there are two different reasons that we can choose to have disease not because of our own karma but because of karma of another soul that we were in love before and we want to be in this life with her but it's not possible because of different karmic cycles to be again like love partners or not in a way of equal love partners.

There was a case, a man from india who is born with some kind of paralysis so he can move but this movement is very slow. His brain and mind activity is very high level, he has finished university but he will never have complete movement of his body, he's always in slow motion. So he met a girl when he was 14 years and she was 14, now they are 21 years old and they fell in love and she was taking care of him all the time they were in relationship. And now when they got 21 and he got work, she told him that for her it's time to meet other people and he's so unhappy. So we made a past life regression and we found that they had two so nice lives but in both of those lives one of them died early. In both lives their love was without any problem and they lived happy lives but in one of them she got illness very difficult illness at 14 something and at another he died in a road accident at 14 something. So the karmic balance was balanced, they didn't need to be in this life together but their souls wanted so much at least few years again to be together and they decided to make it through sacrificing. In a way that as his karma was that he will be born with this disease, her karma will be that she will take care of him so that they complete in a way years that they didn't live together in the previous lives. But now after six seven years of that kind of relationship, she's due to live her karma from this life and he to live different karma with different people.

And another story also about love. There was a couple they were married and they were separated. He was from india, she was from france. Their marriage was only one year and a half, they got a baby and then he died in two months, the husband died. She got widow and she got married again and then they got a baby with a big problem of paralysis and of a kind of disease that baby cannot develop body although mind will grow up, emotion, all the other psychological things will be okay but the body will never be the age of biological age. So even if the boy is 30 years his body will not be more than 10 years. That baby lived till nine years of age, even go to school, and died because heart was developing normally but the lungs didn't develop and in the end it got heart attack because it couldn't grow up anymore and the boy had a body of three years old child. It was long time ago but she wanted to do regression about whole life and through regression sometimes we talk with the spirits and with the souls of dead people because whenever we do regression we are also touching space between lives, it's the space of the souls and spirits. And spirit of her husband came and he said: "This was the only way that i can come back to you. I didn't want you to have that karma. It was karma that you have chosen to have a child with that problem. But I decided, my soul decided, that I want to be with you even like your child. Because we didn't have time to be in love. So I came in that body and all the time I was your child that you gave so much love. Thank you thank you for taking care of me, thank you for being my mom and my partner in the same life. Now our karma is fulfilled and i will wait for you at the heaven."

Weight issues: increasing, getting weight, getting more kilos or losing all of a sudden more kilos also can be related to karma. In my own case I have problems with weight. I can lose weight and be healthy or I can just eat and eat and eat and get a lot of kilos just in few days. I like very much intermittent fasting and when i start that i lose weight very easily but if i have food in my house it's like my obsession, i cannot do anything because i think about that food. So i try to find out what's going on. I made it to myself, i went to my lives and i asked my soul please find me the moment when i started to get weight or whatever happened with my weight. And what i got: I got two lives where I died very young as a small child.

In one life I was at North Pole. I had the same father who in this life was very strict with a lot of authority. I saw myself and my father in the clothes of Eskimos, very, very, very cold snow. We are at the island and all our villagers are leaving that island because all of a sudden there is no food, there are no fish, there is nothing to eat. But my father, stubborn as he was also in this actual life, he was telling me: no, we are not moving anywhere. There is a fish, fish will come. And I was only six years old and I saw myself crying and crying but daddy I'm hungry i'm hungry and he was giving me some dry pieces of fish that we had like one a day and every day i saw myself thinner smaller and after seven days i died.

And then another one in a time of turkish occupation of serbia when they started to occupy serbia, they started to invade serbia. I saw the same father and my actual stepmother who was my mother in that life. And i was again six years old child and we were traveling, we were escaping turkish invasion. And it was a big movement of serbs from south to the north of serbia towards the borderline of austro-ungary hungary and we were on donkey horses. There were thousands of people going through the winter, it was big snow and i didn't have enough covers enough blankets enough clothes, i was freezing to death. I was crying and i was hungry, i was telling dad: daddy give me at least a piece of bread, daddy give me something please, give me anything, give me flower, give me something to eat daddy. And i saw tears in his eyes, he was crying, he knew i was dying. And i died again at six years age from cold and from being hungry.

And in this life i don't like cold. And i'm always afraid if i don't eat, my soul is afraid if i don't eat enough i can die because i'm hungry. And now i understood: it's because i died two times without food and with cold. So soul is remembering but soul cannot solve that. It must be me, mary from this moment, mary from this life with her brain and her will has to understand that there will be always food, no need to eat all food because you are afraid that you will not be alive the next day.

Sometimes it is not like karma but it is through contact with spirits and ghosts.

So i had a client, very young girl of 19 years old in india, and she was having a kind of seizures that from time to time she just get in bed, all her body moving without being controlled in very strange way. And her parents went immediately to the hospital, they tried to find what's going on but nothing happened, nothing cured, it was coming and going without any explanation. And they didn't find anything. It was not epilepsy, they couldn't find anything in brain. So i came that day to her house. I came to the house and house had this inside place with fountain and then terrace interior in the terrace. And i felt and i saw just like a glimpse a young lady face from another century showing her head from the terrace and hiding immediately. So i understood there was a ghost in that house. So we started to do past life regression and we did and then i asked who is the owner of that house, they bought house 20 years ago. And then i asked her soul to help us to get in touch with somebody who was living in that house and stayed after that after dying, and it was that lady that i saw.

What happened: she was in love with neighbor and neighbor was in love with her but his parents made him arrange marriage and he was afraid to tell her and he just disappeared from her life. Two years after that she died with broken heart, she just didn't want to live, and she stayed in that house. Her parents unhappy sold the house to the parents of my client and my client was born and the ghost, the spirit of that lady, was taking care of her meanwhile she was baby, meanwhile she was teenager. But then when she was 18, the same age when the lady fell in love with her boyfriend neighbor, she started to be jealous of my client because she was thinking "that's why my lover is not coming to see me anymore, because she is more good looking than me, she's more beautiful than me." So she started to make her problems in her aura and to make her getting those attacks and that's why she started to get health problems due to the ghost in her house. So the only way was to try first to take out the ghost from the house and the second to sell the house.

Another case which can happen with spirits and ghosts is when somebody dies without his time to die. Because all of us have several times, several moments during our lifetime when we can die. It can be early, it can be middle age, it can be later, it can be accident or normal death, but we have several days of possible death. But sometimes it happens not because of us but because of other people decisions or not decision to be where they didn't were meant to be. For example you can go somewhere and you have to be at that place but somebody with the car came at that moment at that place and made a car accident. So it can happen that the soul of the dead person is not ready to go because it was not time to go, so that soul can stay like a ghost like spirit and start haunting people. And usually it comes, it enters the body of another person and then lives with that person and then they say oh my god all of a sudden my father started to behave like uncle who died two months ago. And usually it is the ghost of uncle entering in father's body because that ghost, that soul, didn't find a way to go with that body.

So i got a client who came because of many discussions at home, many fights within the family, and also he told me something very interesting that the last two years his father who is very good health and very good mental health started to have very often moto accidents. And it's not serious accidents but very stupid, very unlogical without any reason, just fell down in the middle of drive. And after that he's okay, no problem. They went to doctor, no mental problems, no physical problems, but already two years he is repeating problems with moto. So i asked him: did anything happen two years ago related to moto? And he said no, he just started to have accidents. I said okay but before the first accident did anything happen that some moto was involved? And he called his father and father told that just few days before his first accident he was witnessing accident of moto at the crossroad and he was watching that like from very near distance, like five meters from there, it was in front of him, and he just continued and he heard that the man died, the driver of that moto died. So i told him what i'm receiving is that it was not the moment of dying for that driver, that his soul didn't understand what's going on and as the body was already done and gone in hospital like a dead body, soul entered his body, the first one who was on a moto. And now soul is in his body coming and leaving and coming back trying to find a way to find its dead body. I know it looks like a horror story, but it can happen. And that soul is not a bad soul. It doesn't have our way of thinking what is justice, what is good, what is right and wrong. That soul only wants its own body, but that body doesn't exist. And that soul doesn't find a way to go from the body it is now. So, what is that soul doing? Trying to make again mortal accident so that it can find dead body by mortal accident. In its way of thinking, this is the way to be reunited with its own body. So, we made clearing of ghosts and we made a protection of the house and of his father, and we are now in a process of taking and guiding that soul to find its place in another dimension. Because by mistake that man died and by mistake that ghost stayed and now is lost and doesn't know how to find a way.

So as you see there's so many different cases related to health related to life and death related to our happiness and to our karma involving ghosts spirits involving other dimensions and involving us. We are the most important in all that. Talking about that we can die by normal nature or death because of the old age but also it can be by accident, it can be by murder or it can be by suicide. In all religions suicide is like a sin. Why? I had clients with regression that explained. One of them explained that since his first memories of thinking he was thinking how it is like to make suicide and he's obsessed. He was reading, he was talking, he was thinking. He's now 20 and something and still obsessed with suicide. And when we did regression to his past life, his last before this one finished with suicide at his 35 years age. So he didn't respect his life. This life is our choice, we are making plan before our birth what karma we shall live in this life, what balance we need to make, what lessons we need to learn. So if we make suicide it is disrespect to us and our soul who has chosen this life and disrespect to god to divine who gave us this beautiful gift of being alive. So by making suicide we are creating new karmic disbalance so that in the next life we are born already with obsession about suicide, we are with suicidal thoughts all the time. So when that client understood this problem he started to observe life in different way and he's already in his path of healing.

This is so big subject, so wide subject that we could talk days and days. It can be a totally special course on karma, health, ghosts and our role in our own health. So what is very important to keep in mind: karma is not punishment no matter in what way and how long or how difficult is our karma. It is only a reminder of the importance of being good to us and to other people and to being happy and help other people to be happy. When somebody say "i always forget myself but i am good to other people" it doesn't mean it's good person, because they are making bad karma by not being good to yourself. You're making also bad karma. God created you and god created other people, so you cannot be good to other people but not good to yourself. So don't think that being victim is a good thing. Being happy is good thing and for that we all have to think about happiness of all of us.

And then to finish this master class and to open new door for new things and new lessons: taking responsibility is not the same as being responsible for something. So we can have that karma is taking responsibility for our disease. For example my psoriasis is family karma coming from my mom and from me going to my children, but i cannot blame karma. I have to be responsible for my disease. So i have to find the roots, i have to find a way to have a life in balance and to make my health in balance during this life. So this is the most important to do in this life: to be healthy and happy.

It was nice talking with all of you and i hope you will find your way to be healthy and happy.